You guessed it, I have just been betrayed! In fact the wound is still very fresh and I can still feel my heart racing at the thought of it. To be perfectly honest, I am not affected too badly by what was said and who knew what and who started it and things of that sort. What was really hurtful was that I thought the friendship that we shared was mutual. I didn't know that you derived pleasure out of spreading news about me to the rest of the world. I know it was nothing overly wrong to be telling another person about me. But what was wrong was that you took me for granted and did not respect me as a person. You did not even clarify anything with me before letting the news go like wild fire to another person, which led to another person and another person. Why did you do that? What were you thinking? Were you envious? Were you curious? Were you just being plain ignorant? Or was it intentional? I am really very hurt by what you did. Why did you pretend like you knew nothing and went on to tell another person as if you were there to witness what happened to me? And After passing 1/2 the information, you decided to finally check in with me? And like as if that wound was not deep enough, you said your intention for asking me out last night was just to find out what actually happened? You were passing news about me using second hand information you got from another person! Is that how friendship works? You have no respect for your friend? You know what is more hurtful? It is the fact that I trusted you and I thought we could be friends forever...
Honestly, why didn't you just stab me with a knife? Least I can deal with physical pain with the help of some dressing and care. Instead, you chose to emotionally scar me forever...
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